Wednesday, February 9, 2011

I dont have a title

I'm not sure anymore 
David is so unhappy here
I know he wants to be back in Michigan. He thinks I don't want him here.
It hurts to look at him he looks so sad and depressed. He left my David and came back someone else. 
I feel so guilty
I feel selfish keeping him here. I know I love him and I love him enough for him to leave but it'll kill me 
And when I tell him this he gets mad thinks I'm pushing him away.
I'm not
I just want his happiness
It means a lot to me for him to be happy
I'm not sure how to make him happy
I'm failing as a wife
I don't know what to do
I don't know how to do it
I'm lost even more now than ever

I love David more than anything
Just wish it were enough

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