Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Colors

I am painting!!! I have a great idea that i am putting into action...
THAT IS RARE!!!!!!!
So I am begining with HOT PINK!!!
Well AFTER sanding...
I am stoked!

Thursday, July 22, 2010

I need change

Im not sure what I need or what but I know I need it soon.
Not sure where to even start.
I am hoping I can find something when the kids go back to school in a month.
Not that I want to put the baby in daycare, but I dont know if I can stay home AGAIN another year.
This working just weekends was fine when I worked ALL weekend but six hours in two weeks isnt worth it to me.
I would love to go to school but for what? What do I want to do for the rest of my life?
That there is the 1,000,000 doller question!
If only I could answer it... ... ...

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Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Teething Bites

I hate teething!
I have no idea why it didnt hit be that I get very lucky with J and G I should have known I coudnt get it easy with #3.
102+ fever, Crabby, unconsoulable mess
Today is day three of this round.
Last time we had no reasults and we were in the er.
Atleast this time we have two new teeth to show for it!
Our two front top teeth!!
Tho no one can get a look at them.

Right now He is sleeping, has been for hours, bearly a sound out of him.
Sounds good right? Not that it is 9:30...
Late night for Momma, I am assuming anyway.

Praying his fever stays down, scares the living crap out of me when it gets up there, Praying this is all over soon, and Praying for the streingth to know what to do next.

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Wednesday, July 14, 2010

No one will go with me

Off to the pool alone...
None of the four big kids want to come!
How crazy! These kids are INSANE!
So off I go alone to enjoy the suns rays and some MOmma time..
Thnx to my Momma saying go on!!!

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Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Exhasted!!!

I am beat no question about it tired behond anything else I have ever felt.
Friday I picked up everything for the cakes and for the fondant, Saturday I started to bake til I lost my fondant resipe... I paniced and retraced everything and luckly found it! I had one full cake done befor I went to work and another baked and cooling... Work pissed me off! I went in for 2.5 hours for NOTHING! Stupid! I came home and finished up, Put another cake in the oven and started on my fondant... I had all three big cakes baked, dirty iced and covered in fondant by 2... I went to bed! Sunday Morning I Ran to the grocery store and started my cake decorations.. Finished them up and TADA All three cakes DONE! I frosted Laynes Smash cake and I was so relieved to be done with cake!
We decorated the venue and Waited for everyone to show up!
Laynes party was amazing, simple, but fun! It is cray he is one already, I am very sad.
He is so big yet so small haha
Walking and jumping
He is still nursing I believe Ill keep that up for a while. Not sure how long, I want to be done by time he is two but I know I can not give it up yet , He needs me. I am going to talk with the Dr and atleast wait til we are back from Michigan before we really wean if thats what we are going to do.

Jamie and Gerrett were really happy about there brothers bday, It was super cute.
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