Guilty

I look at our baby and he is so much still a baby, yet at his age Jamie was not...
It really bugs me that she didn't get to be the baby she deserved to be, she seemed so much older than Layne does. Jamie was walking and talking, she just seemed so big. Layne is so much still a baby, and I feel awful that Jamie didn't.
Maybe she was still a baby, maybe I did treat her like one, but at fourteen months old she was such a big girl. I remember cuddling and playing, spending that one-on-one time but I am still feeling guilty...
Maybe I am not the only Mother of babies close in age who feels this way.
I didnt feel guilty back then, Just now watching Layne and remembering.....