I need change

Im not sure what I need or what but I know I need it soon.
Not sure where to even start.
I am hoping I can find something when the kids go back to school in a month.
Not that I want to put the baby in daycare, but I dont know if I can stay home AGAIN another year.
This working just weekends was fine when I worked ALL weekend but six hours in two weeks isnt worth it to me.
I would love to go to school but for what? What do I want to do for the rest of my life?
That there is the 1,000,000 doller question!
If only I could answer it... ... ...

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